Hurting: A poem by a lost soul.

I don’t know what it is, but it’s tearing me apart,

Days go by like seconds, and my heart won’t seem to jump-start.

I think off you and it seems to go away

Yet I don’t even think I’ll even last one day.

Time seem to go way to fast and the pain just seems to stay,

I just want to think about you and make it go away.

The darkness is consuming, and it burns me to the core,

Why do we feel pain, when one’s mental state becomes so poor?

The fire consumes me, and it won’t seem to go away.

I just want to be with you, every single day.

I don’t know what it is, but it’s tearing me apart,

Days go by like seconds, and my heart won’t seem to jump-start.

I think off you and it seems to go away

Yet I don’t even think I’ll even last one day.

The walls are closing in, and my heart won’t stop hurting,

It seems to pump out pain, and it won’t stop churning.

I just wish this is all a dream but that’s not really likely

because I know true pain and it shines down on me ever so brightly.

All I can say is, you make my struggles worthwhile

even when I can’t seem to smile.

I don’t know what it is, but it’s tearing me apart,

Days go by like seconds, and my heart won’t seem to jump-start.

I think off you and it seems to go away

Yet I don’t even think I’ll even last one day.

My world is crumbling and I can’t seem to see a way

Too stop myself from crying, and prevent all this dismay.

I know it’s not right, but it’s just the way I feel

I can’t stop thinking off you and its making this such a big deal.

I wish I could describe to you, just how I felt with words

But every time I think off you, my emotions trail off in herds.

I don’t know what it is, but it’s tearing me apart,

Days go by like seconds, and my heart won’t seem to jump-start.

I wish I was with you, but that won’t be the case.

As long as you’re happy, the darkness is gone without a trace…